Rest In Peace, Sessi

In loving memory of Sessi!    

Yesterday, 15.08. 2016 she was put to sleep. I wasn't there to see it, but my mum called me. I don't know what to do next. I guess i just need to go on with my life without her. It is very hard for me, because i knew her almost my whole life. I got her almost 10 years ago. And i'm only 13.  

She wasn't just an ordinary cat that scratches and hurts you or hisses at you. Or who pisses in your shoes. She never did that, she was always so calm and caring. I remember i always used to drag her around my house all the time. She didn't even care and just let it all happen. When i got older she always slep next to me, sometimes even on my head. Last week she stopped eating and went so silent. She ony sleeped on my bed, sometimes drinking some water. I never thought she was gonna be out to sleep, i guess.. i was just so full of hope. What makes me feel so bad is the fact that i promised to her it was gonna be okay. I really promised her and it looked like she understood me. And also had hope. But when she was taken to the vet, i saw her last expression. It was fear and saddness. She knew it was the end for her, but still she stayed calm and just layed down in the cage. 

I wish i could get back the moment i last saw her. Only thing i ever wantin my entire life right now.  

I hope one day i can meet her again, in heaven.   
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